I am sick of my family commenting on my weight! Maybe it's a korean thing, I don't know. They just can't refrain from saying something. Don't they know this hurts my feelings??? I know they're just "concerned" but I think I got it the first 100x I heard it!

I've been sooooo grumpy lately. Everything annoys me. I think it is in part due to money. I'm saving up for my wedding next year. I have 2 credit card bills to pay off. Cell phone bill. And I really really need a car!! And I also need money for food and just things I need in general. So frustrating. I can't stand it. I'm very grateful I have a job but it almost doesn't seem enough. I work around 30 hours a week and get $8/hour and get paid every other week. It's not much but it's something. I wouldn't mind more though lol. It's going to take so long just to save even $1000 for car, and that isn't anywhere near enough money to buy a decent car. I want a decent used car, not some ugly piece of junk that needs to have parts replaced/upgraded/fixed. I guess beggars can't be choosers but it's kinda hard when the last car I drove was a shiny new car when I got it. I had to give it up because i couldn't afford the monthly payments. I still couldn't afford it. ugh.

I went to atlantic city last night for my fiance's best friend's surprise birthday party. It  was at the Tropicana. It was quite interesting lol. We got there late and missed the "surprise" part which was a bummer. His friend, I'll call him "B" was pretty drunk and it was funny. One of B's friends was drunk too. They didn't do anything crazy though. They were more like tipsy/drunk and saying funny things. We didn't drink much. I had one drink and i don't remember what it's called. It didn't taste good; I like fruity girly drinks but I managed to finish it. And I had one sip of beer lol.

I gambled a little bit with fiance's money. I'll call him S for short. He absolutely would not let me gamble with my money! lol I thought that was pretty funny. I don't exactly have a rep for being an impulsive, careless gambler lol. I had no cash with me; I finally got him to relent into letting me use the atm just to take out 20 bucks. But the stupid thing had a minimum withdrawal of 50 bucks! No way was I going to gamble that much. Money is too precious for me to part with that much just for gambling. Especially these days.

S gambled a little. He doesn't like slot machines so he went to the blackjack table. He won like all of $7 lol. At least he didn't lose any thing though.

Oh and we went to Hooters. That was interesting lol. I had never been there before. I knew the waitresses were supposed to scantily clad but it was still pretty weird to see them dressed like that. I'm used to restaurants where the waitstaff actually dressed professionally lol. S and I had already eaten on our way to ac so we weren't hungry. But it's hard for me to not eat when everyone else is eating so I ordered french fries. There was a bottle of hot sauce on the table which I used to dip my fries in. Sound weird? lol I love fries with hot sauce. Beats ketchup any day. Yuck.

I think we left ac around 11ish. B and his gf stayed the night. I fell asleep in the car on the way home. Poor S was tired after all that driving. I would have done some driving myself if i had a car to drive. I don't drive his car. Stick shifts are not my friend.

Poor Yuna. I don't know what happened to her. I guess she was just exhausted from the Olympics. She probably found it hard to be motivated. After all, she just won the olympics and she already has a world title. It stinks, though. I mean, for her. It's embarassing, as an olympic champion, to lose a competition right after that. Don't get me wrong, I'm not judging her. I give her props for even coming to worlds in the first place.

Rachael Flatt...:( No idea what's going on with her. The judges dumped her in the long program at the olympics and she pretty much got dumped at worlds too. Granted, she did have some mistakes. But still... I hope next year is better for her. I'm a little scared, as a Flatt fan. People make such a fuss over Mirai; the judges like her too. Of course they wouldn't put her ahead of a clean Yuna or Mao but they made it clear she's next in line. I'm not really sure what Rachael needs to do to be the top US girl.

Laura Lepisto of Finland got the bronze at worlds. :) I'm just starting to notice her. I like her style of skating and I hope she continues to do well next season. I wouldn't exactly get my hopes up, because you never know.

I'm engaged!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!